growing pains

part of the journey is sometimes being in a holding pattern which can lead to the most obvious question, "why am I on this journey again?" Often we are forgetting we are here to co-create and coordinate joy...we get stuck in the seeking of finding this outside of ourselves, and we forget to love ourselves when earnestly seeking to give our live time and love to someone else, but partnerships are almost always compromises and compromise always leaves something desirous of self, in the losing of something for the happiness of someone else, which could also be considered a form of maryrdom which is therefore a quiet death of a piece of self.

We are learning how to be keepers of our own light and what its greatest most wonderous gifts of power are for and how to use these powers for transmuting the negative eons of ions we are just on occasion to recognize as contributing to the all in such a way to be counter productive to that which we actually wish to be always in all ways, pure joy. What are we afraid of? That we will be bored without causing ourselves inner turmoils and burdens? That by detaching from our pain we lose a part of ourselves? That loneliness is the scariest thing in the world and we won't survive it? We are all surviving it all day everyday when we are so lonely in a room of people we cannot even look each other in the eye anymore and smile, with the pure joy of knowing who we are, and this exterior is nothing if not inferior to what is going on behind and beyond the curtain.

try this mantra:
I invite the real and the true to arrive in my life today. I will not turn away...I will accept the grace of the divine light that resides within me and I will newly cherish my ability to give and receive love, in all the ways it was gifted to me to give and receive.

*Over this Thanksgiving holiday I have offered up my vessel to purge the sorrow of so many lives lost, mindlessly lost to appetite, on all the realms that is presenting in... this experience as exterior and interior to me...I do turn over all my vices in love for the water and the air.
Give thanks, receive thanks...BE thankful truly, with the feeling of gratitude we are connected...without it we fall back into the muck and forget where we are and why...you are happy-go-LUCKY to be alive

lotta lotta lotta in the works

We go through energetic spells and cycles...there is some down time going down right now, lots of transitioning, people making forward momentum and looking outside themselves for the source within and feeling the impact of that (guilty)...we are all in this together and I have offered myself up as a support system for people making the kind of changes I was making, making the effort on their part gets my support returned ten fold...because of so much scarcity consciousness right now (its not real!!!) people get in the way of their own flow by trying to take from others and give nothing in return...lets focus on putting an end to this by supporting each other in all the ways that we can...I see when my efforts pay off, and I stop putting my energy towards people places and things that have offer no return investment...I can't purge your emotions for you, I can only purge my own...I do that at will and because I have to, or I will die of dis-ease. So here is some of a love ranting...a little bit about why I am not the most compassionate spiritual person you know...I am really me and I am realistic and faking nice is not how I play...living my truth, that's how I roll~~smooches!~~
oh yeah...and I am singing...

Somethin goin on round here...

When you come to realize that your mission is joy, you get in that mission and reality literally begins to unravel before your eyes, in a GREAT way! The old reality you clung so hard to for it's ready supply of pain, frustration, emotional disturbances and confusion begins to fall away...attachment becomes a fairly ludicrous concept. Allowing people playing the victim to walk all over you and steal your energy becomes impossible...the people who vibrate in negative levels of reality begin to effortlessly fall away from your life. You can see incongruencies coming from a mile away and you stop them in their tracks. When people appear in your life to detract from instead of add to it, you recognize that and you can say something to the effect of, hey listen...I worked hard to be where I am and it's not that I don't value the act of giving and how that applies to my understanding of reality, we give and receive to each other in all ways and at all times...I comprehend that I am recognized as an energy source, and those coming to lay at my feet (metaphorically) who want to return nothing for this gift, get to be filed in the other line that is going in the other direction. I have only so much time in my life and there is SO much to do with it...I can assist those that are willing to assist themselves by returning to me something tangible for my efforts, so that I can continue to assist more people/animals/plants/energy sources that also assist themselves in this interaction...we have to heal ourselves to be effective. We have to nourish ourselves at a cellular level. I hear the same comments ALL the time. Some days it is SO blatantly obvious what a conundrum we are circling inside of, that all I can do is laugh. Paradise on earth is totally possible...it's all the whining and complaining about what it takes to get there is all that is stopping us. You can focus on a grand scale view of the big picture, or you can go all the way in with a microscope and you'll see the same thing...the interconnectedness of a giant energy formation plugging it's ears with chunks of beef and cheese whiz on a biscuit. Healing from the inside in order to reflect this outward is a full time job. Quit being a pansy and get your bones to work (punny).
I have more than a couple dozen videos up now on my Youtube page:
http://www.youtube.com/Bananimalrecords

There are a few dozen really great raw foodists out there providing similar free services. If you are too tired to leave your house, make the food connection my friend and for pete's sake, watch some videos...educate yourself...I am tired of feeling like that VW van in the pixar movie "Cars" --"I'm not the only one seeing this right?" Get the steak out of your ears and start seeing in full color, then we can talk, briefly. It is not my job to wake up anyone aside from myself, around noon...do you seriously get to sleep till noon? Uh, yeah, I was up working till 9AM! So if you want to "borrow" some of my personal time, be prepared to invest in yourself on a level that your self can understand at this time...when I help you make a leap to the next level of consciousness, then you'll see the value...until then, I cannot explain to you what I am offering anymore than you can describe to me the color red if I have never seen it. Please waste your time belittling people vibrating at your own level...your time directed towards complaining about me is lost time, because I am too busy to care! This is an overleaf response to a lot of what I am seeing with people, not just around me, but in general...a lazy, bored/boring, judgemental society who thinks they are owed everything on a silver platter. The best of the best are a pretty sorry lot. We really gotta step it up!

Excuses are SO last year...let's do it people! Down with pesticide laden dead foods, and up with green juice, superfoods, and delicious joy filled joy joy...stop being addicted to your pain and detach...it is only there to remind you to DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT! DO IT NOW!

I LOVE YOU, Can you hear me?

All is All until and allways~

Some days when allowing emotional self observation, choosing to resonate with lower vibrational self is unbeknownst to be self releasing stuck energies, while going through it seems grieve filled. Any ol doozy can trigger it...it feels like not exactly the opposite of joy, but the recognition (re-cogging the wheel) that the inadequacies of life here still exist whether you choose to observe them regularly or not. So you can float above yourself, be dishonest with yourself and others, or you can quietly observe that each choice you make affects everything and choosing to move through your OWN inadequacies rather than stuff and stuff them is the most efficient use of down time you might make. It is relevent to observe that the Universe is often giving you the space to do this by removing other distractions and if you seek to reimplant new distractions it is kind of like building up a dam that is edging in on itself regardless...you may as well let the trickle through make it's way as opposed to an explosion at the other side of a perfectly built glass house...be in it...sit with it...love that you are alive for this experience...don't demote yourself as less than for having feelings other than above average.

Love Channeling: Crystalism

~Thou shalt doist unto self that thou be best able to give love and light to others

~Thou believest thou has everything thouist dost needlessly request

~Thou is NOT a carpet for other people's perceived inadequecies and projections there-of

~thou shall not mine the others for the answers thou has inside

~thou shall allow thyself to feel and experience thy emotions

~ thou releases from thy life what anchors thy self down

~thou shares the light by being more than talking

~thou has no duty to awaken any other than self after a well deserved rest

Be there or be pineapple shaped~

AK Raw Vegan TV show!!

Lotta episodes of my new internet TV show are posted...and a lotta more to come...much has been filmed...editing takes a while...7 segments of the trip to Chena hotsprings are now posted...enjoy!

http://www.racrystalpalace.com/ak-raw-vegan-tv-show.html

RA CRYSTAL PALACE

My new website and online store is live--I am very proud of my new baby...please stop by and have a look around (with much more to come in the future!):

http://www.RACRYSTALPALACE.COM

I set lofty goals...

...it's how I have gotten where I am and how I stay focused on where I am going. Sometimes we need to write simple goals because a lot of times we don't even know what we want or what will satisfy our spirit and make us happy...so write a simple goal today: "I will now discover what makes me the happiest and get on the path to my life mission." Then write it down...this effectively presents it to your mind and sets it forth into motion. Then say it outloud. Your body and the Universe respond to the energetic vibration of your voice. This will get you on your way, but you need to take ACTION! When an idea is presented to you, do it! If you can't do it at that exact moment write it down in a small motivational notebook you carry with you at all times. Refer back to the notebook throughout the week to remember what ideas you had and decide which things you can act on immediately, and which things you can work towards by taking a step in that direction. I have a lot of interests and a lot of passions so I have a lot of projects going at once. I never get bored because if I have downtime on one project, I have time to work on another...and there are certain kinds of projects I need alone time to work on, and there are other projects I need helpful people for...so at varying times I may not be able to focus on my one project that involves other people and their schedules are factored in...this way, I don't just feel idle or stuck on one thing...with so much energy from raw super foods, I really just like to be doing something. When people tell me they don't have time for that project they want to do, or they don't have time to make raw meals, I ask them to take an honest inventory of where they "spend" their time...remember, your time IS your money...so are you going to spend your money sitting on the couch crying over someone who is doing enough for you, or can you spend your money on 15 minutes in the kitchen making some delicious foods to nutrify your soul and give you the joy and energy it takes to be an effective functional person in your own life? Got kids? Give them a pile of art supplies (paper, pens, tape, old boxes, scissors) and you just bought yourself an hour. Kids old enough to play with knives? Put them to task on the chopping, whizzing and whirring in the kitchen. Kids love to help and to be useful and they adore learning new things...this week my super-hero class is called "Play with your food" and it's kid friendly because I strongly suspect they'll be giving us some of the simplest ideas when we turn over the planning to the imagination.
And for me, I set specific goals, because, well...I get a lot of inspiration and there is so much to do when most of us awakening are still taking a hefty load on raising consciousness...but it's fun, if you do it right! Figure out what makes you the happiest today, and do that as much as possible, and you are on your way!

My October Itinerary and beyond:

The month is half over and there is a lot left to do...I simply haven't had any time to begrudge winter replacing our amazing summer...I've too actively been enjoying the last days of fall and preparing like a busy ant for the winter months...there is a shift in consciousness in full swing and being an active part of this has been the focus of my last year...the first step was to detoxify and nutrify myself to the degree that I can now help others while continuing to maintain the art-work in progress, myself and my immediate community. I have made a few recent purchases in order to be even more effective in my work and I enjoyed the summer immensely while not whittling away it's vast and fast abundance...I spent many days each week in the field, lovingly harvesting wild herbs and medicinal mushrooms with respect for nature, and carefully preserved them through drying, apple cider tinctures and self education along with a helpful dose of intuition.

-I will be cataloging and presenting an online store of wildcrafted herb teas and medicinal mushrooms to kick off my business "The RA Crystal Palace"

-I have added to my energy session work an EMF grounding sheet, vitamin D light, more stones and essential oils, and a crystal healing bowl tuned to the solar plexus. These tools are going to be especially helpful as we buckle down for winter losing our connection of bare feet on the ground and lots of light on our skin
-I will be filming a session to better aid people in understanding the work that I do as a healing facilitator through guided intuition and "earth tools"-I finally got a decent digital camera so I can start making all the videos I have wanted to do as my part in the digital education movement-

-I used to make vegan cooking videos but I took them down after I realized what a shame it is to kill our food and did not want any part in sharing those ideas--then my camera wore itself out and I have been without the ability to make video for a while...I do a lot of stuff for people pro-bono but it always seems like more people are asking for more of my time for less--giving me little to nothing in return for my vast hard-earned knowledge and I simply have no time to short change myself at the expense of people who really want my services and are willing to invest in themselves but I understand people see me as an oddity thriving on raw foods in AK when the myth that it is so difficult is continuously perpetuated...I have wanted to put up videos for a while so that I can say it once and then direct the unanswered questions to entertaining mini-movies...then people will have no excuse not to invest in the FREE information. Some videos I am planning:
-My raw vegan story: why/how/the results
-my trip to Chena Hot Springs (will be my new camera's test drive) where they are building a sustainable community with geo-thermal energy, growing organic food year round and also keeping ice sculptures frozen year around with the same energy that keeps the green house warm in winter--amazing tourist attraction to raise awareness on sustainability and eco-consciousness
-body brushing in the shower--and other natural hygiene tips for people who realize that not only "we are what we eat" but our skin eats too so there shouldn't be anything in your cleanliness/beauty routine that you wouldn't eat!
-tips on uncooking intuitively instead of following long drawn out recipes with designer ingredients
-the mind/body/spirit connection and an energy session with a client

*I will be giving a talk on the connection between spirituality and nutrition at the Anchorage Metaphysical/Spiritual Center on October 25th at 9:30 AM. I was astounded to discover myself that the changes I made in my diet impacted my intuition 500% and I moved into a state of being that would be considered living in the Now in Flow...it is amazing after being an intuitive lifelong seeker to discover after 35 years that the missing link was food!

*I will be creating a leaflet that is more comprehensive of my services as they have become so varied, now including:
~Energy work
~private raw food consultations and uncooking classes
~Superhero training sessions with lectures and raw gourmet meals on Sundays
~private chef
~wild herbs and medicinal mushroom teas
~superfoods~

*`I have connected with a great new Filmmaker who is joining my team to make a movie about a girl who goes through a life transition with the help of an energetic being who visits her in her dreams...a character study in the vein of "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" meets "What the Bleep Do We Know?" So I will put forth a lot of effort to scrape the most strenuous scenes off my platter and be ready to open my new center "RA Crystal Palace" as soon as there is more time in the day!

Through October we will be slating and promoting the "Conscious Living Festival" which already has an amazing entertainment line-up, including my lecture on raw veganism and how it could literally serve and save our planet at all levels across the board, especially by healing self first and empowering self to impact community globally by acting locally. We have lots of great acts and vendors already but we need more vendors and sponsors...please spread the word!

Thanks for reading all this...shouldn't you be DOING something? *wink"

Quadruple healing tea

Over the next couple weeks I am going to be going through my wild herb inventory, both dried and tintured with apple cider vinegar and putting together a proper collection of what is available. For now I am offering for immediate mail out a blend of 3 top medicinal mushrooms harvested locally with the local horsetail harvested throughout the summer:

Top Shelf Tea (get it, made with shelf mushrooms): Chaga, Turkey Tail, Birch Polypore, Horsetail blend. 3 powerpacked medicinal mushrooms with the silica from horsetail will literally rebuild YOU.
$15 includes shipping and information packet

Handful of Wildharvest Alaskan Chaga
$15 includes shipping and information packet

Please email me with your order and I will send you a Paypal receipt. Orders will ship within 2 days of receiving payment:

BananimalR@aol.com


Birch Polypore Geisha Girl


Chaga with turkey tail dried and ground in vitamix


ground turkey tail...you could pack a pillow with this stuff--its really neat!


Foreground-dried horsetail, background dried turkey tails

Chaga Chaga Koo Koo

Want Wild Alaskan Chaga? I'll send you a handful for $15, includes shipping and information how to use and what's so UBER great about it...but if you want some you prolly already know...

Email your email address to: BananimalR@aol.com I will send you a paypal receipt and after payment is received it will shortly be on it's way...be sure to include your current mailing address.


a wild chaga mushroom in its natural habitat: easy to sneak up on

the beautiful orangy colors inside make my heart swoon

I have gotten so attached to spending time in the woods for my sanity and seeing the beautiful life healing chaga (and other amazing medicinal mushrooms) all the time that I have decided to make it available through online ordering. I first thought it was silly to offer people something that is free to get themselves and then realizing of course not everyone is lucky enough to live where it is so abundant...I am not going out to harvest all the chaga I see...I am only harvesting small amounts as needed, and I love the woods and the trees as I do so...I am as respectful on my forages as a clumsy human can be, but the animals feel safe enough to come right up to me so that is a good sign.


Me and my new boyfrient Chaga taking it to the sheets


you only need a chunk about this size for a couple days supply

put a chunk in a tea bag in a jar of spring water and in the dehydrator 115 degrees and the next morning you got delicious warm tea and enough energy to redecorate your town...those nagging aches and pains? GONE!

*Here's an idea to occupy your mind if you live in Alaska while your waiting for that giant PFD deposit to go wild....
This Wednesday, meet at Goose Lake parking lot by the lake and look for my white ford taurus and bright red hair...your local chaga super hero leads the way through the woods...you'll be amazed by the profound amount of FREE medicine available in our local woodsy areas...learn to spot mushrooms that improve your life with properties such as improved energy, immune builders, anti-viral, anti-parasitic, liver cleansers, anti-candida, anti-oxidants, cancer and auto-immune disorder aids...how to collect your mushrooms and what to do with them for developing the BEST health ever.
$25 fee for this class-- plenty of information will be presented for you to have a great time and learn useful information on how to harvest and use local medicinal mushrooms
Call me if you have questions: Crystal 575-7393
Bring a small backpack and some baggies if you want to take some goodies home and dress warm...its fall in Alaska...well behaved children are welcome to join us!

Love Speaks 4

Remember we have chosen to be here at this time for our lessoning...that being said, here is the intutive energetic interpretation of what I see as under the surface brewing currently:

We are walking headfast into a new way of life. The lights are coming on brighter than before shining like a spotlight on that which is unacceptable to the organic reference of survival in a body-temple as a piece of the interconnected web of life, or all that is. Human nature is to resist change. When change is placed in front of the human and the choice is do or die, many will choose the latter. This is difficult to watch, but we have chosen to watch for our own understanding of self. What is seen and unseen is intertwined and what is unseen is coming to the surface faster than some people have a reference for. This is manifesting in a lot of personal anguish, anger and pain and childhood blocks resurfacing rapidly. The time to deal with and assimilate these experiences is: the sooner the better! These blocks left undealt with are the cause behind organic decay...I could go into this scientifically, I could go into it energetically, I could go into it metaphorically, but I can state it quite simply...deal with your past so you can become present.

Be present and kind to self as much as possible and when you find your strength waning, call on your friends...we are managing through energetic support systems to be working at different times and when one is down, the other can uplift and vise-versa, servicing the greater good. It will often appear as a great loss when we see setbacks in the lives of our closest companions, family and friends alike...here is a vision to aid in your sense of well being: The energy grid surrounding the earth in this planetary transition is filled with our loved ones, from this lifetime and beyond...they are holding the light from outside the force field of the earth...those of us here are anchoring it to momma earth...see the beauty in the decision of those who have chosen to leave earth at this time as everything is increasing in speed exponentially, from our technology to our understanding of self to our self destructions peetering out in tandem explosiveness, to the eventual re-blossoming of all life on earth...as dark as it gets, remember the light after the storm and do not lose sight of the prize...paradise in earth...it is not only possible, it is right around the corner...don't be afraid of releasing your pain...there is nothing to lose, only to gain...the beauty of everything renewed is alive and well in the mind of you~

Personal check-in update

OK...so I am gonna out myself on a few issues today...I am proud of this functionality of my personality...it seems rare in this world right now, but as part of the lessoning process I intend to be a leader for people learning and understanding that we are only as sick as our secrets...that is why I choose to have none. If you want to know something, ask me and I will tell you the truth. I might not be the first to bring it up. I have been walking through this world in this incarnation in earth time 35 years...I can't bring up every topic in every conversation...there is so much to talk about! I also have limited time...I cannot spend an hour, or days or weeks, or months helping every person I see who needs help, but one of the issues I am outing myself on today is getting attached to people who's issues I can see very clearly and try to fix at the expense often of losing self. I have lost years of my life trying to save other people, hardly ever noticing their pain was not mine to hold on to, and MY pain is the pain that needs focus on repairing that is what is actually the only thing that helps other people. It looks backwards when you watch it unfold because when you hold up a higher self people rush to milk off your energy, and in their attempts they can often weigh you down and prevent the forward momentum you were building. This is why, after learning to understand my empathic abilities and how to use them, I have chosen to charge for this service, and to very quickly recognize and separate my time from people who don't see the gift and continue to attempt to milk it from you...they usually don't see they are doing it. Your first instinct is to attempt to help them see it...but if they don't, you have to cut them loose...or they do deplete you and steer you off your path. It is more challenging and tough soul work, but worth the pay-off...be in your joy, and don't let others distract you from that.

I am currently in a cathartic process as I work on a HUGE artistic project that intends to be planet changing...meanwhile, a character of old self is merging into my daily life and if you are close to me you may see these aspects of my old personality resurfacing as they are being freed. I am pretty comfortable with and enjoying the process. I have no intention to hurt anyone close to me. I will remain honest and open with everyone I know and meet. Its no secret that I am making a movie and that the main character is based loosely on my life. Its also no secret that we ALL have many facets to our personalities...we have emotions and we have moods and we have our private challenges. What I have found for myself is that I very easily get addicted to the feelings I get from other people. When I annihilated most of the toxic addictions in my life I was left wondering why I was still attracting people in pain. This is what my process is helping me work through now. I have found that the more balanced and useful way to deal with this issue is to do work on other people on an energetic level...it helps them and it helps me.

You are not going to meet the same person every time you see them and the same goes for me...doesn't mean we have to identify as multiple personality, bipolar, schizophrenic, or any other identity an archaic system likes to use to classify if we choose to operate in and out of many layers of reality. In fact you can see the gift and use it to multiply the joy in your life...I hope you do!

Meanwhile, when it comes to the energy work I am doing, I am able to set aside my own emotional needs and energetically tune into yours. When I am done working on you, I am able to come back to self and set your stuff aside...took me YEARS to figure this out...it is all about having clarity from being at a low level of toxicity after using raw foods to clean my own temple for a long time...here I am 500+ days raw, still thriving and loving the process...it is an ongoing non-ending process...that tuning into your higher self brings to light the path of your own creativity more clearly, and you begin to co-create with the Universe on a more clear and effective level. Everything that you are clutching onto to keep hold of the old you, is just keeping hold of you and holding you back.

No matter which emotional, personality or functionality you happen to meet of me on any given day, you will always be meeting my authentic self...and if you do not return to me your authentic self in our dealings you will not be held closely to me in my circle of friends. It is not a judgement on you, it is a mechanism of my life cleansing and staying on task with all I intend to accomplish.

Update on my digital and interweb life:
I generally bring well focused information to my blog, though topic and subject matter varies, I stay aware that it goes out to the entirety of the internet and intend for it to be useful information for anyone who accidentally stumbles in, or who follows regularly. Facebook is my playland where I am more of my goofy and highly charged emotional self...you can add me there no matter who you are, even if you just want a window into my life, you will have the opportunity to come in as a voyer and play with me...if you abuse it you will mysteriously disapear from my friend list never to be concerned with again. I keep my myspace posted for music dates and music you can listen to...you can also order my CD from there, but I don't spend time playing on myspace...I get in and get out a couple times a week when it comes to approving add requests and comments. If you really want to get ahold of me on an important matter, email me, or call for a session or come to super-hero class when in the Anchorage area. All my information is in the post below this one.

LOVE LOVE LOVE...it is all we have~

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Love Speaks 3

As the energy acceleration process increases exponentially, the assimilation and acclimation process is at a most profound moment of now, and the only apparent choice is to adjust to it, or leave the planet...meanwhile, your current paradigm as it relates to the moment is willingness to not accept anything less than perfect integrity in your life as the only option. If this means standing up for the plants, animals and yourself at the hands of the less understanding addressing you with negative connotations, is that really so terrible? Can you handle being called crazy by the crazy? Yes, you can, and live happily through it with nothing but compassion and joy in your life for the clarity you have succeeded in reaching after a life of striving for it. Can you find the humility to enjoy all that you have been given in your Universal treasure chest and accept it without guilt, fear or trepidation? Can you do the work you have assigned yourself for your own reapings of joy? Can you be happy without the acceptance of people you can clearly see are not presenting in their own perfection? Can you be happy alone or with others who truly see you and who you truly see and love them all? Yes you can!! All of this joy and more is yours to own and savor. Face the fear, walk through it, and see there is nothing on the other side. It is OK to express anger at being treated as less than you are. You are not a carpet to be walked upon. You are a divine being owning your divinity and those who would sit in the glow and desire to take it from you do not deserve such precious amounts of your time. Time is your greatest commodity...it is always now and always now is what defines the infinite you...so do not be defined by the words of others. Be who you know is the core of your being and nothing less...accept nothing less from yourself or anyone who wishes to be near you. When you compromise yourself for someone else, everyone loses. Make a decision today to settle for nothing less than complete and total joy of being...do it now~

Love Speaks 2

In preparation for the arrival of continual upliftment to the planet, you are rapidly experiencing new ways of seeing, feeling and understanding. The negative is as apparent as the postive and you will begin to find people's intentions are very obvious. It will be helpful for you to strive to understand more and more ways of interacting with unique types of individuals, the more fear filled needing the most gentle approach. It will never be helpful for you to stay in an interaction with a person who is using all of their source power to lower your vibration rather than higher their own. If you are able to help them see what they are doing so they can change it you will assist them in their interactions with others as well...however, if you cannot assist them, it should become obvious immediately and you need to disconnect from the drain they wish to be on you and move on to where you can be useful. This is not to say not to have love and compassion for the individual who does not know how to subsist on self energy, but staying in relationships or even conversations with people who are clearly not able to express joy and would take yours rather than become mobily upward themselves is unhealthy for both individuals. A person who appears angry and distraught to you may have a poignant message for you, themselves, or both. That is to be determined by the interaction and both parties response to it. When a well put listening and interpretation tactic is utilized (such as, listening to the argument and repeating back, "I think what you are trying to say is..." and state what you believe the point they are trying to make is until both parties are clear), often the anger can be resolved, assimilated, moved through and improve the relationship and interaction for both parties. However, the more obvious kind of angry interaction where the self feels immediately attacked and belittled by the anger of another usually means their is a long stored fear pattern in the individual presenting as an inability to love self, and thus attempting to "feed" off the individual who IS able to love self and is thusly empowered by its own source energy. The individual who feeds off of others ability to create source energy rather than their own is sometimes called the "energy vampire." In most cases, the energy vampire does not know it is doing this, but does not mean you can allow it to subsist off of your energy out of your own ability to have compassion. This individual will not be served by being given your energy and without tools to create more than enough energy for self, the self can then be depleated by the energy vampire and immobilized for a time sufficient enough to recharge self so you will be doing a disservice to self by continuing to allow it. Your challenge then is to learn to recognize what is happening quickly and separate from it. If you recognize yourself as being in a state of not loving self, your challenge is to go inside by getting quiet with yourself, face the fears that prevent you from loving self, and make the appropriate adjustments so that you will not be a drain on others.
Much advanced learning is occuring now with interacting and mastering the process is always ongoing as you will always meet unique individuals. It appears to be most effective to identify commonalities first and focus on those until a layer of trust is built, then if the two interacting indivduals choose to help each other in their collective evolutionary process, a state of safety has first been achieved and negative reactions are minimized from the beginning. This can be a very wonderful experience in discovering self through others. And an all-ways reminder to respect the self enough to not allow abuse by a lower vibrating entity. We will all be most effective in places where our wisdom is desired, not belittled. If your worth is not valued you are in a place you don't need to be. Self worth trumps every situation. Don't forget your freedom to leave any situation is always there, no matter what it looks like on a physical level of reality.

RA subsidiary: "The Crystal Palace" is in operation

RA Living Foods/The Crystal Palace
1909 Cleveland Ave (back of building, ground floor entrance-entry way lobby leads to several doors...Crystal Palace across from washing machine, sign on door)
907-575-7393


Super-hero training classes: Sundays 5PM

Paradigm shifting, eco-conscious, planet friendly, health, wealth, philisophical group led discussions, followed by a full course gourmet raw meal. Payment for this class is donation or barter.

details of the weeks itinerary and meal (along with other local health oriented events) is updated weekly here:
http://www.meetup.com/AlaskaVeg/


Services available by appointment on donation/barter basis:

Private "uncooking lessons"

raw vegan meals to go (for one or many-"private chef")

intuitive readings and energy healing sessions with a modality of your body's preference, may include: Crystals, essential oils, natural raw tinctures, specialty herbal teas, chakra clearing, past life regression, aura cleansing, resolving emotional blocks, channeling ect.

supervised imagination playtime for children of parents on the go

guided plant foraging and nature hikes

freecycling-select from anything offered or donate an unused item in good condition

superfoods and other rarities such as cacao, unpastuerized nuts, exotic healing foods

To schedule an appointment contact:
Crystal 907-575-7393

Love speaks 1

Once identified as immortal the organic being is freed from the fear that incapacitates it's collective conscious latent powers...the source of all that is, the energy that interconnects us, the ability to have what self wants at a moments thought, or without a thought at all, and specifically, learning to live in NOW consistently, joyfully and with activated full potential. Most people query what this even is, it seems impossible that another being who looks a lot like you could be experiencing something totally different, or seeing something completely different while looking at the same thing.
Skeptisim appears to be blocking many sitting on the verge of making transition into the NOW paradigm. We refer to it as a paradigm because there are myriad of choices in expression as a part of source, but appearing that many of a collective wish to pursue a particular paradigm they have come to understand as fully activated bliss and union with everythihg, a release from fear, a desire for immortality, we now offer the acceleration of this realization through a series of collected ideas and data we have observed through our own existence, and in being so close to ourselves for so long, we are relearning love exponentially and watching lights glowing brighter and brighter across the globe. Love has always known how beautiful you are...it is so happy to see so many remembering also.
We offer these as gentle suggestions or ideas on how to ease the physical being through the energy shift transitional period: learn to recognize "mind chatter" that is negative to self or others and attach a personal nickname to it so that as soon as you identify it, you can switch your mind gears back to positive present moment thoughts by calling it as it is. Believe that you are always safe, no matter where you are or what is happening, YOU are safe...nothing can hurt you, as if you are always in NOW, you are invincible and will always be in the right place at the right time. Identify fear within the heart chakra as what it feels like and where it came from. If it feels like a pain in your heart, ask the pain what it wants to tell you in order to feel better. Ask the pain if it is comfortable feeling the way it does and if so, why would it want you to be hurting. Apologize to the pain in the understanding that you accept its existence but know there is a better way that you can co-habitate in the body together without hurting one another...the pain identifies as a life of its own, energetically, and nothing cares to lose its life...if the pain understands it can feel an even better way, it will likely choose to feel like that...and if you are now communicating with your pain, you are as crazy as it is, and I have complete confidence that the two of you can work it out as a team. Have a good time! Feel free to report back your results in communicating with your pain...and if its misery, we love hearing about that most, as you know, misery loves company...go forth and commiserate, resolve, relief...LOVE~

Dear Everyone

magic magic magic child
You are more beautiful than the night
You are light light light

To infinity and beyond
it is in your eyes
Sharing is caring
brought to you first by the happy care bears
We all still love them
we gave them the tools
we gave them the toys
the wizard is getting out of the stone
by walking right through the noise

now a simple smile will do
I just look into the triangle for you
but I am really just looking for myself
can we see each other
through the reality tunnel?

Should I put down a list of my heritage?
Danish, Swedish, Welsh, Icelandic, Ohklahomaian, Cherokee, rape the land so I will see why, I don't want to drive that boat, straight into the sky...
I told you I would never lie, and I promise what I lie
or can we just lay our tools of rage down, watch them build all around us until we cannot stand the site of it all...cry through the heart and feel the fear through, until it NO LONGER SCARES YOU!!!
There is nothing scary on the other side, nothing scary down below, just little worms all trying to grow...lined up in a row!!

May I chage the message, "the world is not ready for you yet"
to:
The world is ready for you NOW!!!

New set of goals:

be love joy and peace all day everyday